14. SAVE THE LAST KISS

"Don't kiss me goodbye again... leave this night clean and quiet. You want the last word, you want me to laugh, but leave it for now. All you can say, all you can feel was wrapped up inside that one perfect kiss. Leave it at that: I'll watch you turn the corner and go...

And goodbye until tomorrow, goodbye until the next time you call and I'll be waiting, I have been waiting for you. I stand on a precipice, I struggle to keep my balance, I open myself, I open myself one stitch at a time.

I called Elise to help me pack my bags. I went downtown and closed the bank account. It's not about another shrink, it's not about another compromise. I'm not the only one who's hurting here. I don't know what the hell is left to do. You never knew I had run out of rope and I could never rescue you. All you ever wanted but I could never rescue you. No matter how I tried, all I could do was love you hard. God, I loved you so. So we could fight or we could wait or I could go... Just close the gate, I'll stand and wait..."

Jason Robert Brown

Há coisas que não dá para esquecer. Vou sentir muito a tua falta no dia cinco, até custa pensar nisso.